>>13928932I'm a bit too far gone. I've had horrifying brain-melting fever nightmares thanks to overdrinking and yet I still keep going back to the bottle. I get physically disgusting by even the scent of alcoholic hand sanitizer but I just water down my vodka and rum to help keep it down.
I'd like to add that I'm not looking for sympathy here. I share my misery in the hope that other people will realise there is no rock bottom anymore and things can always get worse.
