>>23532499>I had a " girlfriend " at 13 well it last just few days but for some sad reasons we did not had time to really have a date etc but the some little interaction i had with her i felt intense émotions i never had again , and same when i had an occasion to be with girl i could pass some time with but sadly never coule romance them for X reasons>The heart the body , the ruminations and self hatred was just gonei had the same things basically
try to be grateful you felt those things at all, and don't let the sadness now tarnish the memories, you know?
>>23532499>Adolescence is when you are becoming an adult and love and romance felt like the best part un initiation to build yourself i wish i could bear love inside me through my life but i am 27 and even if i know love in futur will it really have a point ? If i dont get married and have children do love will really have a point ? My adolescence is over , i am already passing through my adult life without good émotions and memories in myself to help meyou can't know what love would feel like in the future, anon
and i've heard over and over again people say "i didn't think i'd make it to 30, but now my life is amazing" or similar things with different ages
just try not to put yourself in a self-fulfilling coffin, keep subjecting yourself to fortune and change instead
>Litterally everyone pass throught this exept me and you will say to me i dont have a problem I did not missed something that really matter ??if you're surrounded by people who had the experiences you want, that can feel like shit, but it doesn't make you super exceptional or broken or anything, it just means that happens to be the group you're surrounded by
if it makes you feel too awful, maybe don't be around those people
but try not to isolate yourself without things to do besides ruminate either