>>3601558I feel you OP
>normie back home>recluse at college>spend almost 100% of my time at college in my dorm playing video games, watching anime, smoking, and listening to music out loud alone>naked or shirtless whenever my roommate leaves for no reason>jerk off to depraved shit>waste time shitposting an*Me on /bant/>very limited social contact>literally don't give a fuck about anything>come back home for break>go to parties with normie friends>listen to normie music with them>talk about normie things>pretend to have normal aspirationsI get the best of both worlds but unironically want to an hero half the time