>>13709755I'm doing no fap. My girlfriend got really depressed in the past because of my shitty sex drive. I have asperger's, and was assaulted in about 95/96 when I was about 4 or 5 by three girls on my road, really fucked my view on sex, been consooming porn since I was about 12. Got into rule34, before I knew what it even was.
Pretty sure I was raped when I was 21 by my ex, she was drunk and pushed herself on me to have unprotected sex, a few months later I found out she was cheating on me.
I just turned 30, and still consoom a large amount of porn, but I managed to develop a somewhat "Normal" sex life with the gf, but I want to move away from it. See just how badly I rely on porn.
So far, I've been anxty. But I've gone for a walk, had ad a shower and made myself an omelet. Never made one before.
Hopefully tomorrow isn't too bad.
