>>10187902Get creative hobbies and destructive hobbies. Creative ones for when you feel at peace and destructive ones for when you feel rage. (Working out boxing etc)
If you want loyalty buy a dog and take good care of it. Women are ruined. Walk away from it and try to enjoy life in a carefree relaxed way. Spend your time in a way your highest self would respect. Good luck brother.
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