>>14443575It is completely normal to feel a bit lost after school, especially with the minimal experience with work, you may float around a bit. It's tough times right now, but you'll do just fine anon.
Don't compare yourself to your old friends; people are great at putting up facades to impress others - travel all they want, they're staring at screens wherever they go just like you and the rest of us. Trust me, I travelled a lot as well; a lot of those kids actually get quite depressed and are chasing approval/attention.
Make sure your room is clean - subconsciously we're shown in media that the poor and unsuccessful always have dirty spaces while the successful/good/rich have clean spaces. It sounds silly, but it can help a lot!
If it were possible I would send you a nice jar of homemade hot cocoa mix but just pretend like I did so.