>>6186738Oh geez ritsu.
Self pity is really one of your biggest issues.
Don't kill yourself dummy, it's a bad idea!
What you're feeling right now is a temporary upswing in negative thoughts, you'll feel better later and then you'll be glad you didn't do it.
Christ I'm almost thinking of finding out where you're at so i can smack some sense into you and help you out.
You need changes if you're miserable, do something else, something outside of your comfort zone.
Maybe take a day off the week where hou don't go on the internet or even the computer in general.
Go fishing or try to enjoy nature, anything!
Honestly ritsu this post has made me kinda angry at you, don't do this again.
If you actually get these thoughts again don't advertise them and talk to someone who want to help, I'd be willing to if you want my discord.
