>>11803188I think there is a case for legalisation, partly to regulate it's usage more safely.
You should have read this first
Human hallucinogen research: guidelines for safety
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/18593734/It specifically warns about risks of hallucinogen use by those with bipolar or schizophrenia (or in family history). You have both.
You also should not mix hallucinogens with some meds. What were you on?