>>16010201you better start believing in creation, you're in one!
personally, i want to say i've settled on being Agnostic but honestly i struggle truly being in the middle. to me its truly absurd to think i can personally prove either way. just realize that both Atheism and Theism are opposite sides of the same coin about the same idea and belief. If there is a God or higher power and creator or not in regards to the cause, nature and origin of the universe. i've spent many hours over the years with debates and lectures by people from all sides. and it's hard to shake the idea of creation. its hard to entertain the idea of pure chaos and accident resulting in all this. its not the illusion of design, it's simply design. and talk about science or measuring things and trying to piece the evidences together. i believe the correct interpretation is creation. to me the idea of "nothing" being behind everything is what will never be substantial scientifically.
to me my faith is not a security blanket, i don't cling to it out of fear or ignorance. i'm willing to accept that life is meaningless or there is no God. its not a fear of death behind why i believe. and righteousness and wickedness are both real too. and its very important to put whats right over what's wrong. and people can never do that without a transcendent authority. these nihilist wackos are the worst. but, ask and you shall receive. you need to listen though. you need to seek it. you have to want it. God will reveal things to you in time. but remember it takes YOU time to adjust and swallow those truths. you've been conditioned by so many people in this world to doubt the possibility. but if God is real and we were all created. would you want to be wrong or miss out on that? try praying sincerely.. whats there to lose? What did Christ do or say that you disagree with?
the world is screwed up and theres tragedy and turmoil because people have chosen so. how long until he steps in is up to us..