>>4474024Because that would mean that's the reason why I threw away so many opportunities at straight relationships, that's why I rejected all of those nice girls, that's why I was so afraid of acting gay my entire life. It would explain everything but it can't be true because my entire life I haven't been that way. Who the fuck realizes they're gay at 19 years old? I can't be gay I'm probably just confused. Fuck this shit. I can't explain how much this is fucking with me, it's like how do I even know for sure that I'm gay. I'm probably just bi or something? I've had female crushes, but I can't find them attractive anymore, I'm so lost.
>>4474027No you showed me the bad stuff, you corrupted me.
>>4474065I really don't know right now, I need time to really collect myself. If I am really gay this is a big change in my life.
>>4474078I can't like I thought I would like both and I could just go back, but now I can barely get turned on by girls and I'm starting to get actually disgusted by vaginas. Like how does that even happen, I was into straight porn only a couple years ago. Before I came here I never considered gay porn.
