>>15187122Futa Reimu isnt best reimu. Best Reimu is embarassed Reimu.
I want Reimu to take care of me and love me till I die.
>>15187123>But at the end, the only thing that matters is that you get gradesDoesnt matter when I cant even do something as simple as that. Honestly I m broken. I have so much rage and disappointment that I feel kind of empty inside. I want to fucking crush my skull rn.
I dont want to keep growing up. I ve been like this since I was like 16. I m tired of growing up. I dont want to grow up. I dont want to live anymore, but I dont want to kill myself. Fuck this bloomer happy digimon mumbo jumbo. I cant do it and I ve been witness of my learning dissability. I m too stupid to do this and there is no point in trying anymore. I cant fight this pain any longer. Its taking a toll in me. I fucking hate how many things I havent achieved in the past, and I hate that now I m in some stupid path that I know I m going to fail anyways, no matter how hard I try, since I already did it.
Also, whats the point on taking literally working my entire day on something I get no reward at??? I m literally existing solely to study and solely to end working 24/7
