>>23282788>also I have somewhat faith in the idea of some kind of fate. If I imagine myself having children it feels very wrong even if everything was perfect about it. It feels fundementally wrong to me It's probably not part of my fate.i think it's not something you should strive for if it feels wrong, but you shouldn't close yourself off to the idea completely either
i think having children is something which should sort of take care of itself, if it's supposed to happen and if your life is properly organized