>>10309169For some reason sometimes my mind just takes a memory from the past which was bad for the most part and tends to add a positive vibe to it, which didn't even exist at that time. But I suppose its true for many people and is in no way exclusive to me.
Although I get what you mean with the numbness part. At least I think I do.I guess its a good thing, since holding on to the past and those feelings can really distract one from reality.
Great to hear you are still doing music! Its painfully upsetting to see so many people giving up on their passions.