>>4847631Two things, the first is that every time I do something correctly I need more of it, but I don't feel accomplished, not a graduation, not buying something I saved for, not looking at the "fruits" of my labor, not getting /fit/, literally nothing I do makes me feel accomplished, it doesn't matter how challenging people claim it to be, I feel nothing is worth doing thus nothing has value to do, yet I want more of it. The second thing is that I'm extremely socially retarded I know, but I can't help it, for example, I see crying as a weakness and even if I fake to care, I really don't. I truly never cared about how somebody feels, I've even gone as far as to use those feelings some people have for me, to my own advantage, I know it's wrong but I still do it, I also don't care, yet I know it is wrong and I shouldn't do that, even if it's their fault to be so fucking gullible and stupid, how to improve anons? Anybody with similar problems? (pic for attention)
