>>13258362After my daily nightly prayer, I fell asleep and woke up in the middle of the night out of nowhere and couldn't fall back asleep until I masturbated.
The disturbing part is that I masturbated to the thoughts of myself as a woman or how it would be if that was the case, the thoughts of which are starting to become annoying since I don't want that.
Finished to just normal sex fantasies but I can clearly say i'm not feeling right.
Excuse the memeflag.