>>12079438Hey sorry about your Dad anon, thats a very difficult thing to have to go through and witness. My Uncle died of a very aggressive bile duct cancer and he went fast, we had like a month.
Still, cherish the times you had with your old man, and know that he is not in pain now. Also, your karma is not his. Let it rest when you are ready, and you will be fine, just keep a semi-healthy outlook at times and don't drink yourself to death worrying about possible health problems