>>19215206i fucked up because of unresolved childhood trauma. Because it was my first relations at 38. I didn't know how to communicate effectively... how to be intimate. We might dismiss it as woman stuft, but its really part of emotional intelligence. /pol/ is a board of traumatized and hurt men... and the rest are abusers. There are very few well adjusted people. I'm sure many people who resolved their issues just moved on from this place. /pol/ is mostly toxic now, every flavour of toxic.
dating her transformed me. i started rediscovering my authentic self, that i covered up because of society...
I am completely miserable... just devastated, but working on myself. I don't want to be unprepared if/when i find love again.
just konwing i will never have her back... i honestly never though i would feel like this for someone again. why couldn't i work on myself when we were together?
/sig/ is probably the best content on /pol/ right now.
