>>11904476>the difference is five yearsno wonder with all fat lards and famished skelingtons popping lefg snd righ once they hit old age
>have mum live till you dohow much older is your mum from you exactly?
>>11904478it's useless, I can't ditch the job as I'd lose 2/3s of the income and it's already too late
I can get a free week on the week test but if I were to take off now all the way to test I doubt they'd call me to come after that
and 2 weeks is not enough for me to get a peace of mind, this whole week me mum and sister were home all days long and I just can't start studying while they're around giving me chores and shit- like even on days where I'd be free for the whole day I'd spend the morning cleaning the house so they wouldn't bitch about it- and at best if I finished by noon I had 2 hours to get my game on and study for like an hour before my mum came home
optimally they'd always work afternoon shift and I could honestly grit through the tiredness when I'd be working the morning shift- but they almost never both work afternoon
like before I'd mentally prepare for study by traveling 2 hours to uni or hs, I evdn tried studying one day in the park when I had 3 hours off and despite there being like 2 or 3 people at best I just couldn't focus (I can imagine the library would be even worse) so I just walked back to uni and studied in the halway- I can't exactly do that now you know
both of my desks are too short amd give me back pain whilst my bed is too comfy to stay focused while studying
>which firstthe june/july one; I had neurotic tamper tantrums- don't get me wrong; but that one was full on psychotic breakdown that I didn't recover for still
