>>6475265First of all, I love you.
Secondly, I want you to try to develop an inner voice, you can start by encouraging yourself, giving yourself compliments, trying to make up jokes, riddles, or just try to describe what you see in words as if you were an author, think of how you would write a description of the things you see, the people you encounter, or even make up people like characters.
Try this and try to do it all the time so it becomes second nature.
Thirdly, I love you, and we are best friends. Have this Pepe. It is a cool warrior Pepe. You are great! We will hang out someday and it will be the coolest! Good luck bro! Stay strong no matter what! Best friend!