still feeling kind of sad though. i really want to hug someone and share my joy with them. this feels good but not quite right. i still have an empty spot inside of me that money cannot fill. if this had happened just a little while ago i don't think i'd be feeling this way at all, but things have changed a lot for me and i guess i'm greedier than i already was.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0habxsuXW4g