>>4825654It doesn't feel like anything special. You know why the events spiraled into a cascade of failures. You rationalize the aftermath as "it had to be that way. My life or theirs."
The investigators and media lose interest once the facts and timeline are worked through. You move along into the next days, weeks, and months. It becomes a factoid in your life. It's comparable to your first kiss or car accident. It happened; there's a date, time, the who, where, and why. Otherwise, that's all it amounts to.