>>7793814My feel is skyking...
Everyone I'm close to having high hopes & beliefs in me, even though I've always been lackluster. It drives me insane, and I know deep down I probably will never live up to them. Just a faded shadow of what they envision. I'm just another quarter in the giant forgotten money jar to everyone I meet. I barely exist as they pass by for the umpteenth time.
I wanna accomplish something amazing, something crazy, something many would never dream to do.
I wanna prove myself to myself and the world, even if it is just for a barely recognized blip on the radar. At least then I'd know I lived a life.
I wanna see beautiful things I've never have seen before. To prove there is still good in the world with my own two eyes...
But I know I live in a defacto clown world. Everything is a flying twisted joke, ever so slowly spiraling down the earth, as it ends in a blaze of glory or drifts off into nothingness.
So, I want to hear sweet nothings even if the one saying them doesn't truly mean them. as I accomplish a single dream and am able to be content with myself.
