>>6744003You start reminding me of Normie, not that I have anything to him, other than wishes for fast and possible recovery.
>pretending to be nice just so you can seek validation from others is stupid.Even pretending can evolve into something of a much trustful form. I said it once before, that many niceposters die after too much of their personality seeps into character / post styles they have established - unless their hearts are like Niceway's or Bumstead's, they will end up as Nicemark, even though he got bullied out of his masquerade rather than given enough time.. maybe even for the best ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵍᵃʸ ᴱᴿᴾ ʰᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ ᵖʳᵃᶜᵗᶦᶜᶦᶰᵍ ʷᵃˢ ᵖʳᵉᵗᵗʸ ᵗʳᵒᵘᵇᶫᶦᶰᵍ ᵗᵒ ˢᵃʸ ᵗʰᵉ ᶫᵉᵃˢᵗ⋅
I tried to understand you so many times, always and ever after that incident with salt & lemons, through your discord, 4chan and sparse responses - don't get me wrong, that's just how I describe friendship. It wasn't my prioritet, more like an obligation for being around you, but still - I don't remember you being extremely hypocritical, only little bit lost or miscommunicated.
If you still hold any grudges towards me for typing whatever I had on mind and however I felt, for letting happy threads evolve to my whims and comfort, for having any friends from that, even for that freakin admin you were sulky about - calling any of it being deceptive is a manipulative insult.
Niceposting isn't about licking each other buttholes and giggling while typing "uwu" - it's about being honest with yourself and only then discovering if that's truly what you feel, if there's an actual concern, empathy, trouble and shared happiness between you and the others.