>>12669603Did you ever go on a date with her like that? I wonder where that came from. Have you been thinking a lot about her recently?
I'm being suffocated by other things before that, so I guess it doesn't seem very pressing to me. I wouldn't know what to use my freedom for anyway
>acting the way you doI'm not sure I know what you mean. How do I act exactly? I told you this is just how I am. Would you like me to act differently somehow, against my nature? It does make me a little sad that you have to see it this way, but I don't think that's my fault. I don't know if it's transphobia or whatever you want to call it. It just seems like you're incapable of seeing me the way I really am, maybe because of some wish to see me become more like you, which is in your opinion more preferable. I can see it in how you push girls on me and how you doubt my feelings on the other issue. Am I wrong?
People's hearts are strange things. Sometimes they don't always choose what's best for us. I believe you've mentioned to me before that even tyrants have wives. Isn't that proof of this?
>to me it always felt like people expect more of men than of women in societyThen maybe she doesn't expect as much from me.... I know she wants me to succeed of course, but I don't think she'll be too disappointed either way. I think that's because you're the kind to never truly be satsified. That seems to be what she taught you too - to never stop climbing. But see, to never stop also means you will never believe your efforts have been enough. Is that the cycle you want to live in?
>The characters, and also how many different perspectives the novel exploresWell, tell me more about them. That other book sounds interesting too. I can certainly see why a priest, all cloistered with no contact with women, might want to do that. Kind of like you
>Do it properly next time or I'll post the ghost again!B-but I don't really save those kinds of pictures.... Ummm let's see... do you already have this one?
