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theres nothing like it man. seeing her eyes soften in adoration of you is hard to fathom until its happened. but i dont think id recommend seeking it out. i will never feel that again because she will never love me again, and with her i was more than human. now im not even a man anymore.
save yourself. dont find out what youre missing. i regret feeling love. i regret that brief moment where i felt true joy and broke down crying because of how overwhelming it was to finally feel that.
im with someone else now. i love them. but i love her more. i always will.
i dont really draw but ive been trying to draw how this feels. this is a wip that i work on when im crying.