>>13967550>be me>25>had rough childhood due to chronic illness>get surgery and get better>start to live my life>very little romantic experience>only fucked 2 girls, once each>meet girl>she’s about 4 years older than me>just came back from overseas>was married to a woman>yes>start talking>have a lot in common>go out on date>fuck on the first date>from then on do everything together>never have issues or fight>tells me she’s only been with 8 guys>get insecure and think of all the other bitches I can fuck now>stuck because we’ve been together for almost 2 years and she does a lot to please me>don’t want to give up over what-ifsI know I’m asking for advice on /pol/ of all places, but what do I do?