>>10493077yeah i know ive been to a hospital too, but if ur just gonna wallow in self pity people are gonna stop trying to help you. you can eaither put your self in even worse shape and then actually fucking kill yourself or you can actually put in the effort. yeah i get it youre not motivated or whatever youre too depressed... yeah ive felt that way too SO MANY TIMES. i literally do now like everyday... but you just have to get tf up and deal with life... and if you cant you can shrivel up and be forgotten liek the rest. if thats really what you want go ahead, but if you want more you have to make more.