>>15795647>life's been kind recentlyThat's good to hear. It might not be very eventful, but I think there's peace in a routine like that. Life is just nice that way.
>I want study something but hardly find the heart to do so.That's understandable. But, I suppose you simply have to pick it up and make a habit of it, rather than telling yourself that you're trying to find the heart to do it or anything like that. I feel like saying things like that just perpetuates procrastination, does it not? Even the thought just breaks your will. You have to spontaneously get to being productive with something once you decide on what exactly, rather telling yourself such things. That's what I make of it, at least. Not like I'm one to talk with how lazy I am.
Or maybe, you just haven't found something that's interesting enough for you to study. Assuming that it's non-academic and you just wanna study something because you want to. Wonder what you're interested in.
But I get the feel, there's also something I wanna start practicing, but, man, it's tedious for me to get into things, because I don't feel like working on something unless I'm already good at it. I hope you can manage it if you really want to, though. Good luck.
>With covid out there I cannot go out.Ah, things are still harsh over there with it, huh? That's a shame, sorry to hear that. But things will go back to normal eventually, and I think you'll get to enjoy the outside even more after a hiatus from it, things will just feel new to you, so, it's not all bad, eh?
How is life over there, also? I've always been curious. It seems like a rough place to be living in, I hope you're doing alright.
>I wish I can sleep early today and week up around 7:00AM.Then, do your best to do so, you don't need to depend on a wish for that to happen, do you? Unless you've insomnia, I guess. Make your day an active one and treat yourself to a nice meal, if you can, and set up some alarms. I'm sure you can do it.
