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Generalized anxiety and highly suspected schizoid
Shit fucking sucks, like a constant tug of war with yourself
I got this old sweetheart that I treated like shit, which I highly regret and she didnt deserve.
I want to text her and I'm getting serious signals that I should (no this isnt some delusion, schizoid has a hard grip on reality), but I dont want to dissapoint her, be a burden or otherwise a bad influence since I selfmedicate with fucking smack of all things.
Worst part is, I know one of the few things that can make me pick up my act, is having someone to work and care for.
Got mad withdrawals right now, chills, cold sweat, diarrhea but I cant stop thinking about her, she is such a pretty leaf..
Sorry for blogposting but I needed to get this out, I need to puke now
