>>15439293i know this is generic advice but just ask her out, if she says yes then great if she says no just bawl your eyes out for a few days and then get your shit together, at least now you have closure. next talk to some other girl who seems decent enough (but you dont have a oneitis/limerence for). it will seem rather shallow and meaningless at first as you're just coming off the strongest drug in the world, but keep pursuing
this is the only cure... people saying they "dont believe in" or "gave up on" love are actually broken inside and lying to themselves