>>18802996>My life has been nothing but one abuse after another, too. But I don't believe there's a limit to how much suffering you can overcome. The Stoics describe your soul as a divine flame. The more adversity it consumes, the brighter and hotter it burns, ever ready for more challenges.Thank you anon. If you have any interesting PDF literature you would recommend, feel free to post it. I need to stand again back on my feet. I have enough of months without showers, filthy house, constant depression pit, cigarette butts everywhere, bottles, extreme isolation, phone turned off all the time.
And I was comfy in this shit, can you believe it? No issue for me. Living in filth and so deep despair I didn’t even cared. No difference. It’s not living. It’s just waiting for my turn, for end. It’s not natural for human being to wait for it so eagerly.
I became a shell of my old self.
