>>6793754You must have the patience of a monk. The fact that you haven't killed yourself gives me hope tho. I'm planning to knock up a grill myself yet going over all the possible outcomes, it's very well possible that she will end up leaving me to go live in the big city with our children (she inherited a house, in a shit neighbourhood). If i'd hear about my children being harmed there without me being there to protect them, I'l go clinically insane. That said, better to have tried and failed than to have never tried at all. In the end nature doesn't care about quality of life or individual suffering. In the end, only genes remain.