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OP here, I'm not happy, she is, she is happy and in love with me but I feel as if I will never got the chance of living a normal life I wanted, I never dated through high school and into my twenties, I started courting at 24 and dated my first GF at 27and its the mom who's my first GF, shes a good personl but I have all these feelings of doubt, honestly, being with her was a learning experience but none the less a crazy one and we broke up a few times.