>>9791359Grown man in my 30s. Already had a couple near suicide existenstial crisis in my life. Not scared really. Just disappointed. Had some plans to get my life in some sort of order. Was going well. Literally thought "gee, hope nothing goes wrong now that things are working out". Lol.
Anyway. Stop being scared or crying. That is really pathetic. You are shaming your forebears who went through worse.
Have some British motivation.
https://youtu.be/3sW0-gJCg10https://youtu.be/YxvzrXO0WUQYou are British. Stop being scared. It's embarrassing. If you live, this is s great opportunity to rebuild things the way they should be. To put things right.