>>2523951I feel like I'm borderline between a failing /pol/ack and a succesful normie.
I was always kinda lazy, but I never had anything to give it my all. Kinda cruised through school and university, never had the best grades though, and I hated all of it. Studied just something because "I had to". Was talented at a lot of things, perfected nothing of it. Smoked too much fucking weed, still do it from time to time. It made me weaker, slower and more stupid. Broke up with my gf of 4,5 years 4 years ago, have been fucking around 40 women since then. Fell in love with one of them, she broke my heart. I spend 80% of my leisure time with video games. Can't grow a beard and I always feel it's actually a fitting sign that I'm not a man yet, despite having turned 30 this year.
I have a normie job at 40k€ which is alright, but there are spells when I don't actually work for days. Still have my friends from school although the circle got smaller and I didn't make any new frieds in the last years.
I feel like I will never find the woman to marry and have 3 kids with.
I feel like I wasted the best time of my life with weed and video games.
I look at the world at disgust and want all the normies to burn.
Time flies by and so far I have created nothing of worth. Just another meaningless life.
THERE IS NO FUCKING MEANING IN ANYTHING. NOTHING WORTH DYING FOR.
ALL I CAN DO IS WATCH THE WEST SLOWLY FALL INTO THE ABYSS OF DEGENERATION AND WATCH WHITES BEING SLOWLY REPLACED BY NIGGERS AND SHITSKINS.
IT'S THE LIMBUS
