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i will be needing female transgenders around me. i'm confused about the state we are. i wwant to feminize myself and psychically connect to my women. exploring their psyche and body and pushing and training them out of their comfort zone and into extremes before we have sex. i would need to have penises around me. so i need atleast three female transgenders wwhich wwould be all the time around me. but the problem is, i don't believe we wwill start so fast with the artificial sexual organs. that means i can just have anal sex. wwhich is not what i wwant. i wwant vaginal, anal and oral.
vaginal sex is out of question currently, anal same, since i'm ill and i'm despising feces. i don't like the smell and it's disgusting to me. and oral is nonsense since it's psychic just.
there's just male penis masturbation and erogene zone stimulation. means nipple stimulation, which is unsatisfactory, since i'm ill and my belly is bloated. i fart constantly and defecate multiple times a day. nipple stimulation reminds me of skin to fabrique touches, which in my state, with my belly, is undesireable for me to wear a bra. it would feel wrong to me. so it's complicated right here and now. it's annoying.
