>>10736487We are in similar boats. I am working myself to death and living hand to mouth. Struggling to find a place to move out too, so expensive, I could “afford” it but my life would be shit. The fear of dying poor and alone is incredibly likely and the anxiety is crushing. I am having more suicidal thoughts as I am involuntarily obsessed with the emotional trauma of the past. I don’t want to die alone or kill myself but I don’t know how to cope with the fact I’m a loser and a fuckup.
