>>9839334Smoking weed gave me a massive panic attack and was like an atomic bomb in my mind. It didn't fuck me up for 5 years, but it caused a reaction in my mind where I had to kick my own ass into high gear because that was a low that I never want to re-experience again.
It took me 5 years to sort out my head (I was abstaining from weed this whole time). During these 5 years I worked a slave-job in retail/restaurant industries that further helped me decide what it means to truly live and know the nature of people by serving people who I look down upon.
5 years to define what I liked, disliked, who I am compatible with and other activities that red-pill me. Which is how I discovered /pol/ eventually.
