>>5605873>>5605920Great, you're on the right track!
I don't know you, I don't know what your lives are like, and I don't know what things you are going through, so I won't pretend that I know what you ought to do. But please keep in mind that there's no shame in trying to be better, and if asking others for help is what you have to do then do it! You can talk with us, open up to a family member you trust, or find a therapist or a support group. And if you really don't want to involve others yet then at least try to find out what other people did when they were in your situation.
Life is full of opportunities. When we close our eyes and think happy thoughts we let them pass us by. Don't waste your life on simple pleasures and blissful ignorance. Identify the source of your problems, deal with them, become stronger in the process. Apply to every part of your life, rinse and repeat. There are no better feelings than growing and letting go of the things that were keeping you down.
