>>10706869I tried NoFap a year or so back. I got a swelling in my balls and eventually a mass of sorts. I went to the urologist, he gave me some meds and it disappeared. He told me to wank it at least once or twice a week to keep the plumbing going. So, IMO, it's not the fapping that's bad per se, it's just consoooooming porn. Porn's problem is that you're searching for a stronger high everytime. Remember when just a pair of tits were enough to give you a diamond hard boner? Now you can't really do that. One week you cum only to MILFs. Then it's Latinas. Then negresses. Then aunt and nephew. And so on and so forth. All of your sexual experiences come from "fiction" so you're set to searching for different things because you can get them at any point. Realistically, if you came once or twice or thrice a week to just some pin-up there wouldn't be any problem.
For the subject at hand, I can handle boners just fine. My "weakness" comes from feeling guilty over getting them in the first place. I used to frequent /gif/ and /s/ which were always full of big assed ebonies. Having spent my whole life wanking it only to white women, this was something "new". Now I get raging boners over negresses. The more I deny them, the stronger they get. I can ignore them, but I feel bad for getting them at all. That's what I want to stop. And I've got a Madonna/Whore Complex with redheads (I see them as "pure" and can't sexualize them). Although I've made lots of progress with that, especially compared with last year.
So, any tips for this? I want to get boners over the things I want only. Hell, last week I was coming home from the market, saw some MILF with a nice, toned ass, and pitched a tent right there. Sometimes I'm at the supermarket, see some woman bend over and see her tits or ass, and have a full boner. I don't what to do anymore. My sex drive's both out of control and also kinda fucked up due to mental hangups.
