>>17891312Get some fucking therapy and go find 1 or 2 normies who you can handle not sperging out around and do some basic normie fun shit you fucking autist.
You don't have to tell the therapist everything just ask them for general advice on how to be more confident and less anxious just don't mention your weird /pol/ tisms and you'll be fine.
Doing tolerable normie shit with a few tolerable friends gets you out of your basement and let's you meet people and potentially wimminz. I suggest trivia nights at a comfy bar nearby. You can pass off your autism as being a trivia nerd which covers you if you get all 4chan about something niche.
Stop being a fgt and realize everyone has their own shitty parts of their life they have to endure. Epictetus would tell you to stop being a faggot. Fake it till you make it works.