>>20434705I had some scary schizo shit happen. It lasted for like 2 years. It was horrible, but eventually on the otherside I can tell how much it made me grow. I read that Catholic mystics talked about a phenomenon that seemed to match mine exactly, they called it "Dark Night of the Soul."
Now, Jesus means even more, but I do reluctantly admit that no one really understands the truth, so it would make me a bit of a gnostic. I'm really into Arabic now and am hoping to crowdfund a study abroad. I know that we can manifest things by believing them somehow, and this study abroad is a part of bigger plan I really want to do. It's making me reach out to people for sheckles in a way I would be too shy to put myself out there for before. Do you or the time travelers have any advice for me manifesting this success for this thing.
