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>gf is the only thing keeping me together
Even then, I too know one day that she'll be gone. I've just gone so long without receiving proper affection, even from a young age, that when someone genuinely cares for your well-being; You don't know how to react properly. It takes some time to process, you know? To feel valued, to know someone cares, to have someone for you, to be told you're loved, to be hugged, to be kissed, to cuddled with, and so forth.
Just an abstract feeling. I'm unable to describe how it feels to be neglected of something basically your entire life and then it's thrusted upon you.
Sorry for the blogpost lads.