>>21038345Dont fuck up like I did. I'm 46 and I have no children. I met a girl when I was 20 that already had 3 kids and I gave in to desire. She was 26 at the time and I liked older women. She also couldn't have kids because she had her tube's tied. Fast forward to 2012, she left me for someone else and turned her kids against me. I have recurring dreams of her and the kids and they're happy to see me, then I wake up to the nightmare that is my life and quietly weep myself back to sleep.