>>1597357i know it probably doesnt help and doesnt mean much to you right now, but trust me when i say that, in the VAST FUCKING MAJORITY of cases, a gf is absolutely BARELY worth the effort of keeping her and most of the time is a pain in the fucking ass for the occasional moment of "better-jerking-off" which is sex. it's not some life changing moment, and if you start to focus your lust on things other than women (or men if you're a fucking faggot) the quicker you'll find shit that makes you truly happy.
that is not to say that finding a girl who you truly get along with isn't a beautiful experience, but gfs and relationships are largely not even worth it and >tfw no gf becomes a nostalgic time. theres a certain comfort that comes from being sad, and its very nice to self indulge and fall into that. sometimes that's not even a destructive thing.
tldr hoes are overrated, become a pro starcraft 2 player instead