>>17570691i'm living with a cluster b right now. I hadn't even herd the term until this board. But I looked it up and she has all the characteristics. Jokes on her though as she is dying from the vax and I'm not gonna do shit other than laugh in her fucking face. Bitch fucking ruined my heart. She spent years of her life fucking with me. Fucking years. Every time I'd leave the house she would run out and stare at me. Every time. I had to run to start my truck in the morning. I almost crashed it as I got to where I'd just jump in and drive down the street to scrape the ice off.
I know I know just move. Yah right. Piss poor economy here then my health started to go south because of all the crazy shit. She somehow got the neighbor in on it too so sometimes they would both run out and stare at me when I'd go outside.
I ended up getting heart failure from it. Its really pretty hard to describe to people which is the most painful part. It sounds like some crazy made up tale so no one believes it and I don't tell it. Just bottle up all the pressure inside which makes my heart hurt even more. All I know is I watched this behavior go on for years. I just can't fathom having so little of a life that anyone would do that. Let alone TWO people who live next door .
The whole experience really did kind of shatter my mind. I'm not sure if I ever will be right in the head again.
