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You see what I'm saying about this non-warning of obvious extreme danger? At absolute best, they weren't actively plotting against me all along and were only keeping their options open if in case they ended up deciding to do what it appears to me that they did end up doing.
Then I when see that
(1) there was a whole gang of men all demanding that I pay them the respect due a father, something which continues to this day with random strangers pretending to be my dad as recently as fall 2019
(2) none of those various men were really my father at all
(3) at most one of them could have qualified for that respect by acting as a father to me
(4) the grand scheme of things is such that I am the father of all of them, and it was their respective duties to respect me as their own father when they never did at all, and demanded the opposite even
...then, it looks really bad to me.
There were all those times when I was a teenager where my dad would deny telling me something he previously told me. I would think in my head, "You God-damned lying motherfucker! How are you going to lecture me about honestly when you lie all the fucking time?" Actually what it was though, the guy denying saying the thing in question probably wasn't lying about not saying it. He was lying instead about being my dad, or else the previous one had lied about it.
So I can hardly entertain the notion reasonably that those guys weren't conspiring to defraud me as a child with their lookalike disguise monster antics. They never gave me a warning about how I would obviously be the target of that sort of thing in my life, and then the story of my adult is the exact same conspiracy of disguise monsters to defraud me. I honestly can't see how there was ever any intention not to fuck me over. Does it not seem a little to coincidental that I was defrauded by clan of masonic disguise monsters as a child and then as an adult again, by a different clan of them, possibly not as different as I might assume?
