Quoted By:
>tfw sex turned me into a coomer and a simp
I was always quite detached and barely masturbated until I lost my virginity basically by chance to a 45 year old polish woman from work. I haven't had it again but I have become pathetic in my attempts to get it again. always buying gifts, food for random women at work, spending hours on camsites and onlyfans etc. Do I have a thing I feel most ashamed of? Yes, I do. I had 200 customised lunchboxes made which contained my company's logo and a phone number promising money off certain items if it was dialled and left them outside a cafe where women frequent. when they called me I pretended it was a mistake and my number shouldn't have been there; and tried to flirt with them by saying things like 'since you got my number over lunch its time for a second date'. I was fired for it of course as the company soon found out. I wish I was still a virgin.