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Here's a thing I never see discussed:
>be me
>be at a party
>the year? that's an easy 06-07
>I think I was 17
>have a pen0r but feel like a girl
>be at a party
>this girl is super into me
>we're drinking
>want to distance myself from girl but too shy
>she keeps advancing on me
>I keep going to the kitchen to get drunker
>fun fact, only second time drinking ever
>oh yeah, it was december
>girl goes to high school with me
>she's like 2 years younger than me
>not my type AT ALL
>not even interesting for chit-chat
>tell her all these weird things about me so she thinks we're friends
>I just wanted someone to overhear and start talking to me
>girl starts kissing me on the cheek
>drools on my pants
>takes my hat
>gets vomit on it
>Last few I spent frozen to a couch sitting like a real doll getting abused sexually by this girl
>I didn't know how to get her to stop
>I knew it would break her heart if I rejected her
>she was 15
>she's married now
>but I spent the next 2 years of my life afraid of women & men alike because they let me get kissed at a party
>and got mad at me
>the guys that were into her hated me
>never spoke to me again and it's been a decade
>so that was my first kiss experience
>and it traumatized me
>the next time it happened, I thought "this is what life is"
>and I asked the girl out
>but realistically, I shouldn't have
>both times, I was kissed without consent, or interest
>they were just friends
>and I am not attracted to any of the girls I've dated I'm just noticing
>but I was attracted to a girl I knew when I was younger
>I was attracted to a few girls
>I guess that's for another thread tho
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