>>15856500You're a good man and you're trying. That counts for a lot. I see you are making an effort for your family.
BUT You are on the razor's edge, dude, and only through luck and God's grace have you not let your mind lead your body into the disaster of adultery.
There are some tricks of the mind that are already getting to you - "Well I'm handsome and the temptation is harder for me than others" is a very short distance away from "it was hard for me, I couldn't have been expected to not bang that bunny, it was just so hard for me!"
Get your mind right, brother.
